What have I Become?

Patiently fighting for nothing,
I've been waiting for so long.
I can't recognize myself anymore,
What have I become?

Holding back tears,
Swallowing my pride.
Pretending to be strong,
Wasting so much time.
Broken into pieces,
I'm too weak to go on.

And I'll say I'm alright,
That everything's okay.
I'm begging you to leave,
But wanting you to stay.

I'm intoxicated again,
Did you believe me sober?
Listen to what I say,
When I tell you it's over

Holding back tears,
Swallowing my pride.
Pretending to be strong,
Wasting so much time.
Broken into pieces,
I'm too weak to go on.

I'm holding back tears,
Swallowing my pride.
Pretending to be strong,
Wasting so much time.
Broken into pieces,
I'm too weak to go on.