Oh wow, it seems we have more than same ex-boyfriend's names in common. my best friend is the same way. ever since sophomore year, she's changed alot. it's sad and i miss her so much. i hope you find a new best firend-open your eyes, because i bet they're right in front of you and you don't notice it yet. :)
and about your ex, matt. eventhough you might still love him, theres always someone better out there. i met tyler this year and we've been dating for 3 months now. whenever i think of matt, i wonder now how i could have loved him. i still have feelings for him, but tyler filled that empty space that matt couldn't fill. so keep your head up, and stay happy! you'll find someone. :)
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thanks for the comment, and sorry this one was so long lol.