It's Not Serious

I tried to tell you,
I tried to give you hints,
But you simply turned,
And whispered a stained nothing.

And I'm crying again,
In my little lost world,
And I'm all alone,
As you blindly watch me die.

The truth lies in a single note,
"I'm unworthy, unwanted,
And it'll all be better,
When the morning comes around."

I wonder when you'll see,
The dark path I've taken,
And I wonder what you'll say,
When my blood spills over you're eyes.

I can't stand this torture,
Of being one with the walls,
Of having this so obviously,
Invisible, and lonely burden.

It's time to face reality,
It's time to show you, me,
It's time to put my empty body,
To it's final place in fire.

It's over for me,
There's no point in hiding,
It was bound to come out soon,
I was bound to lose it.

And when I am gone,
You will not cry,
Because I wasn't good enough,
To be given tears.

Ashley Taylor
Dedicated to all those people who never took me seriously. Am I serious enough yet?