Why can't you stay?

I'm sorry things didn't last,
And I'm sorry that our love is apart of the past.
You were the only person I wanted.
But the images haunted.

I knew I would never be good enough.
But I kept hoping that we'd always be in love.
Now look where we are...
We couldn't keep it up; and we never really got that far.

I miss your love more than you'll ever know.
There are so many things that I can't show.
I want to show you how much I care,
But every time I do; you just disappear.

I don't want to be invisible; I want you to notice me.
Maybe I'm asking a little too much; atleast that's what it seems.
You just keep saying that our love is different; never to be the same.
The sad thing is that I'm the only one you blame.

I feel ill; not well at all.
I've got you on speed dial; but I just can't seem to call.
I'm not sure you would even pick up...
Some other girl probably would; that'd be just my luck.

You're like a rockstar and I'm just a groupie.
I'll always be yours; never a moment to be free.
You control me; and I can't break away.
I need you baby; why can't you stay?