Blurred Visions-Drug abuse

Tears blurred visions
Visions caused burns

I turned to the razor
Because now it was my turn

My turn to be in control
Control of this situation

No more secrets I must end this never ending hold

I'm in my jail cell now
I committed murder
I took life from an unborn child
Because i wasn't sober

A cold body lay now,
dried up and quivered
In this empty place
This place called home

Suicide is my only solution to get rid of my stone cold bones

I must end this depression
No more therapy and social workers
I'm putting an end to this session

Gonna teach you a lesson
I'm overdose on drugs

IT better than hanging my self, or do you think its worst

What you believe to be true will only cause you harm
Because I'm a good girl mommy.... just Tryna save you from harm

I'm self destructive and can explode at any moment
I'm saving myself from grief... I'm saving the world from my torment