I was abandoned
when you left my side
i was deprived of life
all hope had died
i was devoted to you
even though you couldn't see
i was dedicated
to whole different degree
most thought i was addicted
kind of hooked on you
in a funny little way
that might have been true
cause all day you were
on my mind
and at night i dreamed
of you most of the time
about a million times a day
to my friends i said your name
from the day i met you
the love of my life is what you became
but see now we are
no longer together
and from the looks
of it you could never be happier
honestly I'm truly sad
even if your not
every since you left me
i feel i lost every thing i got
looking happy
and putting on a fake smile
trying so hard to hide my emotions
trying not to cry
trying not to remember
all those good times we had
because those are the moments
that really make me sad
i really don't know
when we started to fall apart
its all so blurry
its like we fell apart in the dark
But i know one thing
when we officially fell
thats when my life
became a living hell
i cant stop crying
my face is never dry
because no longer in my life
is there some to wipe my eyes
this is not a mercy call and i don't want you to take me back i just wanted to show you what I'm going through
forever Dwayne i will never stop loving you
boy you did what my born mother couldn't do
i became happy thanks to you because of what WE went through
PS. Dwayne Oct 3 was one of the best days of my life
thanks
