Suicide Attempt

Your fingers run along the edge,
Feeling every little bump.
You tell yourself no,
And whack it on the table with a thump.

What are you waiting for?
This'll be the last chance for a while.
Pick it back up,
And feel yourself smile.

You reach out again,
And feel that col, unwanted touch.
Don't be scared,
You wanted this moment so much.

You pick it up slowly,
Letting your fingers find their place.
You give it one last look,
Then move it at a slow pace.

You line it up carefully,
You've only got one shot.
Close your eyes tightly,
Now fire the bullet into that spot.

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Congratulations, you've succeeded your suicide attempt,
Without the help of a knife.
Time to leave your body,
And have a great time in the after life.