My realization

There are so many things I want to say
But to say them, I just can't find a way.

You have no idea how much you hurt me
Or how friends, we could never be.

What happened between us we cannot replace
It is something I don't ever want to replay.

I wish I could turn back the clock and rewind
Back to when we first met and stop time.

Back then it was me and you
No matter what we put each other through.

That was back in the day
When we were ready for what came our way.

No matter how hard things got
It was you who seemed to have never forgot.

All the fights we had
And all the times we were sad.

It was always together
When I picked you up, you were light as a feather.

Even though I hate who you've become
I do wish we could go back to when our friendship begun.

As much as you have hurt me
As much as I know friends we could never be.

There is a piece of my heart that I gave to you
I still have the piece of your heart you gave to me too.