Thoughts all in my mind

I think i could like you was my first thought..
feelings can grow but they can soon go..
don't be in a rush..
let this grow slow so it lasts..

4 months later you told me..
i want this to go long term..
this is all for real..
i just have to look in your blue eyes..
just to see how much your in love with me..
I'm scared..
scared that I'm going to hurt you one day..

you understand me..
you love me for everything about me..
i blow a raspberry on your cheek..
and that smile appeared..
that smile that i know i adore..

4 months down this road of being together..
I'm letting myself feel that i love you too..
starting to wear my heart on my sleeve..
this is for real i cant believe it..

i cant let you know that..
I'm fighting against myself to not run away scared..
but i do know that when I'm not with you it feels like we are a million miles away..
i cant hide these tears..
the tears of losing someone to me so dear ..
its tearing me up inside not being able to speak up..

your my world and i cant imagine it without you..
i just have thoughts and fears..
all thoughts in my mind.

(hey everyone.. i know this poem don't make sense at all but it just was flowing out of me lol if you could comment thanks )