EXPECTATIONS IS NOT A NIGHTMARE

This not a nightmare
It is just my thoughts and creations
I take it too far
When will this going to happen?

Sick of all high expectations
Is there any solutions?

The wind won't tell me
The sky won't show me
The moon won't talk to me
The stars won't accompany me

Where's the armor?
Where's the lookalike?
Where are all the memory cards in my head?
Can't find those stuffs with just one eye.
And just one brain.

The traffic won't wait for me
The cars won't take me
The letters will never reached me
The sun won't shine at me
The happiness won't come and save me

Solitude will be kept in touch
Music will be the only friend
Tears is my nemesis

Love and death
Mistake and chances
Lies and happiness
Believe and pain

How could I run?
Why did I run?
Away.
Still, it's so near for me to jump into it.