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by Skye Apr 24, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Never again will I be the same. So sad and depressed. No one to blame. It's a damn shame. I feel the internal flame. Never wanting to go out... She says she's contemplating suicide... They all doubt her... They underestimate what she's really capable of... Why does she think this way Why does she have vivid images of her slitting her own wrists and the crimson flood trickling down her arm She hates herself so much No one realizes. Her hate and rage can't be put into words. She hates herself && she's mad at the world... She's full of anger and frustration... Why does it have to be so hard... She's trying to end it... She just wants it to be over... Maybe tonight... She just might...