Have you ever had a dream where you want to find someone right ... who you can hold onto with all your strength and never want to let him go and disappear into the faded shadows?
I have ... and believe me ladies and gents going trough the pain over and over again is worth it! I love him now and I'll love him forever this pain i have is getting better and better ... trust depression isn't the answer it's dwelling in me like a lump of cancer.
I can't live my dream without him by my side .... i wish i could but i can't ... baby boy i need you, i love you and miss you so much. The pain inside me isn't enough to let you go, so i just want you to know .... I'm always here and always around I'm a friend who is lost and then found you looked after me through thick and thin and now i can't believe you have gone and left my side, what am i going to do without you.
I need to hug you, kiss you, touch you and tell you my problems but now i can't but just remember this .......
I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS AND NOT A DAY LESS MY LIL SOLDIER. you are really special to me and always will be love you from the bottom of my heart babe xxxxxxxxxx good luck in Iraq xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
