So COLD

I'm not gonna tell you,
I love you
BC it wont matter.
but i will tell you,
I miss you.

& to get through this pain,
i take these drugs.
Ya know, you were a drug to me once,
but not anymore.

You dropped me from your life
with such a cold smile.

I sit here in
blood, sweat, and tears.
while you sit with her
smiling your cold smile

but I'll still miss you,
& always will.
Forever promise.