Uncertainty

I've never smiled as much
I've never been so free
I'm feeling truly happy
and this is new to me

I have some little problems
what's life without a few
I feel happy and it's nice
refreshing and so new

Though life has took a turn
and hopefully for the best
I feel I'm in a place of happiness
but I feel I'm just a guest

I feel I could be evicted
and sent back to that dark dark place
the place where I look in the mirror
and hate that stupid face

I'm scared I'll lose my friends
and all who I hold dear
I'm scared I'll lose this happiness
this is my biggest fear

I'm just going accept things
and live life day by day
pursue the things I really want
and not let anything stand in my way