Why?
why do we feel like we live in regrets?
why?
i dont get it.
it seems like the world is against you.
just when you think the world is yours all hell breaks through.
why?
i dont know.
does anyone know?
so many questions,
so few answers.
you think you can figure everything out on your own, but the truth is you only know because of another person.
some people like to be independent
but in the real world you are nobody without somebody.
real world sux.
i have my own world that i put together in my head that is like a cinderella story
have the perfect boyfriend that treats you like a princess and never hurts you,
have the coolest parent,
nothing bad ever hapens,
boys following you around,
you get whatever you want.
the truth is,
thats not possible.
though some people make it seem like it is
the truth is that they are dying inside,
dying for real love,
dying for real friends,
dying for people to like them for who they are and, not for who they pretend to be or for what they look like.
the truth is out there,
it just depends on if you really want to know it because if you do you would give anything to know it.
is the truth always best though?
the truth can tear us apart in pieces,
some of us find out the truth only to cover it up and say it isnt true.
sometimes when we find out another persons truth we hide it and make it not sound so bad,
we give them our pity when we know they deserve so much worse.
why do we do this?
maybe it is a sign of weakness,
a sign of fear.