I don't want this to end

I never got to tell you how I really feel,
That our friendship was a big deal.
We have never kissed,
And we may have never had bliss.

I will always care for you,
Even when I'm feeling really blue.
Never got to tell you all the funny stuff,
Because very soon life got rough.

We never really got to be friends,
But I guess this is where it all ends.
Because my boyfriend lives with jealousy,
Our friendship may never be.

I'm hurt but I don't know why?
Why I sit here and have to cry.
You never got to know the real me,
No one gave us a chance to be.

Even though we never got the chance,
I'll continue to give you a glance.
We may have not been an item.
But we sure did fight them.

All the rumors we ignored,
And as one our hearts did soar.
We had the beginning of a friendship,
Before my life took a big dip.

You will always be number seven,
Even though what could have been is in heaven.
Ill always be 34,
Because you picked me off from the floor.

To what was my friend,
I don't want this to be the end.