The cuts are up and down my arms
Beckoning me with their charms.
Glowing red and glowing bright
"Sweetheart, it's time to cut tonight.
Razor blades clutched in my hand
Tonight's the night, we had it planned.
If you die, I'll die too
"It hurts me more than it hurts you."
And it's cold outside, I won't complain
Until my blood no longer drains.
The stars, they twinkle in the sky
"I promise it hurts more if you try."
My pace, it quickens to match your own
Tonight I have to be alone.
So suicide won't be my regret
"I'll go away but won't forget."
I'm staring up to the halogen lights
Illuminating my arms, I'm taking flight.
My soul drifting away, so far above
"I gave you everything, I gave you my love."
I know that I'm selfish for wanting to leave
But I'm finding it hard to believe.
That it'll get better like they say it will
"I'm slitting my wrists and taking the pills."
Overdosing and bleeding on your bedroom floor
Brings back the memories that you had before.
Just wishing that this would come to an end
"Newsflash, it was over before it began."
Just like the mornings that you crawled out of bed
You won't know what it's like until you are dead.
Sorry, I'm booked, no room for your tears
"It wouldn't have happened if you had been here."
Slipping away into the night
Knowing we could lose it all tonight.
My mind does a quick reverse
"Stop complaining, It could've been worse."
Stop tormenting me, I don't want to stay
I'm begging you now, please go away.
There's no sense in living, I'm already dead
"I'm lifting the loaded gun to my head..."
