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by Chelsea Apr 25, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
To My BestfriendSorrow fills my eyes, with that blade in his hand. When he starts to cry, I sink in quicksand.What do you do, when you seem like the hippacrit. When you tell him not to, wouldn't you feel like shit?I take the blade, almost every day. I cut my wrists, every which way.I want to die, but I care about you one of my best friends. I try hard not to cry, but I just want this to be the end.The end, all of your misery all your suffering all your pain. I want to take it all away, I don't want you to ever feel it again.I shutter at the thought of me losing you, I don't think that I could survive. Ever since the day we met, I just have felt so alive.My smiles became more real, The tears seemed to fall less often. I don't want to have to see you, laying there alone in a coffen.My friend who understands, the friend who does it too. The only way I will stop, is if you stop it too.Stop the blood from leaving your body, Stop it now please I beg you. Don't do something you will regret, because well.. I love you...