I wish...

I wish I could go back to the time when my backyard was my castle, and I was queen of it.
I miss the days when I would make a wish on a coin and wait for it to come true.
Back when the only worry I had was to wake up on time to watch Saturday morning cartoons.
When I would run around trying to catch butterflies.
Before I had to worry about friends stabbing me in the back.
When I would cut my own hair, not my wrists.
I miss the feeling that you get when you hear the ice cream man coming down the street.
When carrying a lunch box was cool.
When magic 8 balls decided everything for me.
Before I had to smile to cover up the pain inside.
When 2+2 was one of the hardest problems.
I miss that feeling I got when I would shake my piggy bank to see if all my money was there.
I wish I could go back those times before everything got difficult