Friends change....just as people tend to do
doesn't seem like Ive change the person i was...but they changed. I'm not pointing fingers but
you have changed my dear.
We used to be so silly...pretending to be mermaids and scuba divers in my little pool when we were little if you still remember.
I miss you...not the 2007 you but the 9th grade you.
Sht. when i was doing bad stuff that u know about..
u used to write me bible verses that inspired me.
Boy we have had some fights in our day haven't we?
i still remember playing that teeny game called Are you for real?ya know that purple electronic thing that talked?
Don't you remember staying awake at night and talking about boys even tho we pinkie swore that we would never talk about them?At your house watching big daddy and eating cream cheese and crackers ha ha.
remember in forth grade skipping play time on the big hill and staying inside just to clean the entire room? i was so scared but you weren't worried about it.
And who could forget that one time when u spent the night and 2 unnamed boys code name (Zack and Dave) snuck in my bedroom and then we heard mom coming and we shoved both of them in the closet and she walked in and talked to us for a second then left.
We made the boys climb out my window to escape lol
its not that big of a deal now but dang to 14 yr old girls it was some MTV crap ha ha.
Danielle i remember the bad times too.When i ran outside my house tears streaming down my face ...and you followed me.I remember you crying over a boy thing and me hugging you telling you that you could do better.
When you got Ur first car and driving was new to you,i went to Ur house and you drove me around the block laughing and listening to Dave Matthiew's.
Now...me and you hardly even have time to wave.you have a new group of friends now who encourage you to smoke,try drugs,skip school, and then aren't even there to back you up when that crazy girl hit you.you have moved out away from home and your family to go live in a little hotel with your boyfriend who has lived with past girlfriends.
Danielle you might be mad at me for saying all of this but....your new crew will tell you "damn right girl! move out do what you wanna do" Danielle I'm here to tell you that i know u better then they even care....and they will tell you what you want to hear....but i will speak the truth in hope that you will find yourself again.
Darling its not too late.
Jesus is waiting for his lost sheep to come back in his crimson stained hands which bleed for you and me.He loves you and he has a bigger plan for you than you might or might not have for yourself.
Now I'm not saying dump Casey and go back home...but babe look at what impact this is going to have on you,your family,and your true friends(not your new acquired friends)
and just think... what kinda path is this person,situation,environment,home,friends leading me down?
is it true harmony?
you deserve better than what you have given yourself.
You deserve to have a husband who is educated,spiritual, funny in a romantic way.You deserve to be comfortable in your big white house and picket fence and not have to have your guy work 2 jobs a day in a carpet mill.
Its not how many times you fall of a horse that matters...its how many times you stand back up despite gravity.
