On the outside I'm laughing
But on The inside I'm dieing
And no one knows but me
And no one could see
All the pain you have put upon me
I want to cry
But no matter how hard I try
nothing comes out easily
So I take the tears and change it to laughter
It may seem I don't take things seriously
But I do when it come to certain things
I keep people away
I put up an emotional mote
So no one can through
Because baby boy all i think about
Is all the lies you told me
And how i was
To believe that you wouldn't hurt me again
I'M SORRY THAT I BELIEVED YOUR LIES!!!!