Life is Death

I don't want to live
But I never wished to die
That's the way it goes
When the Devil's by your side
The saner I am
The crazier I get
The better I become
The worse I feel
That's what happens
When the soul starts to heal
Unexpected miracles
Start lifting me up
Then a sudden force
Will bring me back down
That's how it feels
When the spirit is drowned
Friends seem like enemies
and foes like good wine
That find a pleasure in
playing with my mind
Lies seem real
And the truth just couldn't be
I'm only blind
To what I want to see
Life is death
In the eyes of heaven
So here I am
In the land of Satan