Those beautiful blue eyes

I saw you today
it took my breath away
the look upon your face
as you held her in your arms
the twinkle in you eyes
as she said "I love you"
and ill admit it made me think
of what i gave away
the sweet little kisses
exchanged in secret
the nights spent together
under deep blue blankets
and as i cough the water out of my lungs
and cry in utter defeat once more
the thought of you with her
in your arms
is slowly bringing me closer to suicide
this sad, sad movie
i watch again and again
each time the cuts get a little bit closer
to the center of my wrist
the blood falls faster
and my vision starts to fade
all i hear is ringing in my ears
and all i feel is the tears on my face
and the blood running down my arm
and i take one last breath
and die with a smile
for the last thing i saw in my mind
was your beautiful blue eyes...