I sit here today

by Nikki   Apr 25, 2007


I sit here today and ask my self-why
Why, did I put myself through so much pain?
When I knew in the end, nothing would end up the way I wanted them to,
I sit here today and ask myself why
Why, did I like you so much?
And how did that like turn into an obsession?
I sit here today and ask myself why
Why, did I hold to something for so long and hard,
And something that wasnt there,
And if it was there was all along,
Why did I try so hard so to not mess things up?
I sit here today and ask myself why
Why, did I care so much?
Why does loving someone have to hurt so much?
I sit here today and ask myself why
Why, did I assume things?
When in the end it just thing worse,
And I sit here right now and ask myself
What made me that way?
Why didnt I just give up?

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  • 16 years ago

    by WrittenInTheStars

    Wonderful poem. I like the repetativeness of it, it fits well with the message you are trying to convey. If you want, you could probably add on a little bit, there are still some questions I have about the poem.. But other than that it was great. 5/5 from me.

  • 16 years ago

    by Darien

    I felt that there were a lot of questions in this poem. It really was missing something.

  • 16 years ago

    by TrUtH hUrTs

    Very well written..self inquisition.. heheh... its a healthy thing to do.. but its a bittersweet poem.. u seem to love and hate the past all at the same time.. which makes this a really interesting poem...keep it up

  • 17 years ago

    by Goran Rahim

    Wow, this was an amazing poem, with alot of emotion, keep it up dear...
    i really can re late to this poem very much.
    wonderful job
    a 5/5 from me as you really deserve it

  • 17 years ago

    by CHOKE

    Ah, the ever so classic"why?"
    everyone asks it, but no one ever gets the answer.
    i've found myself in that very same hole that you described, oh so many times.
    good luck with life.

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