Forgotten memories

Wishing I could remember those forgotten memories,
I struggle to hold on to those that I do.
Somehow throughout those years we've spent apart,
you slowly disappeared from my heart.

Would you say it was fair for me not to remember,
those things that mean the most?
Like a simple smile or a simple word,
from someone who should have been there at my best and my worst.

And now that we have met again,
and I've seen what I lost once before,
I realized you are so much more than I thought,
and a question burns within my heart.

Wasn't I worth contacting?
Have I disappointed you somehow?
I can't help wondering what I've done wrong,
and I search for an answer within those forgotten memories.