Where Have You Been?

Where have you been
Since the dawn of my life?
Forcing razor and wrist
To make an untimely unite

Breathing, seeping, into my veins
Your blood drips ever so slow
The ways you seem to come back to me
Never evenly fit my flow

You're never there, always gone
Not letting me have a clue
As to why you're always gone
Is it just because you're you?

Where have you been
All of these sorrowful years?
You've left my dry eyes
Dripping fiery tears

When did you make
This ultimate descision
To move out of my life
And let me make the inscision?

I wanted to know you
But I suppose I won't til the end
I have one question, though:
Where have you been?