The way pain felt when you were gone
The way pain felt when I saw your grave
The way I dreamed of nightmares when you left
The way I cried when I missed you
The way it felt when I kissed you
The pain of remembering your death
The fear of going through it again
The way I thought of seeing your smile and hearing your laugh
The way I remember seeing you cry brought back those painful nights
The way you had shown your fear and they way I held you when you cried
The way my feelings came to loving you but then you died
The way I cried for hours
Our love was higher than the twin towers
The way you told me how you felt
But the pain I had when I saw how you deal with your life
The pain I felt when you died
I let my pain come out in tears
My pain switched to fear
But I will never forget how much pain I had for you
