Perfect in my own way

Perfect that, Perfect this
Perfect smile with a kiss
Perfect hair, Perfect clothes
Watch perfection as it grows
In my lies ill soon be caught
All of this is what I'm not
Not that u all give a damn
But this is who i really am
Perfect fist, Perfect punch
Perfects throwing up my lunch
Perfect bruise, Perfect scar
My perfect knife has gone to far
Perfect blood, Palest skin
Dying outside, Dead within
Weakest body that has bled
Perfect screaming in my head
I hide inside my perfect pain
With perfect red drops that fall like rain
I'm not screwed up like they all say
I'm just perfect in my own way