She is...

She's blind
But can see her life falling apart
She's still going
But she's broken at heart
She's numb
But can only feel pain
She's crying
But standing in the rain
She's deaf
But can hear screaming
She's living reality
But feels like she's dreaming
She's an honest girl
But lives her life fake
She's in love
But with someone she hates
She's dead
But her hearts still beating
She's mindless
But she's thinking
She's staring into a world
Of nothingness and fear
She cries inside
To hide her tears
She's hiding her life
But it's right there in front of her face
She wants to leave
But doesn't have the courage to go to another place
She cuts her arms
But not that deep
She's still alive
But inside always asleep
She gets attention
But feels so alone
She uses her blade
When no one is home
She tries to be like everyone else
But she's just different
She's sarcastic
But really means it
She's afraid
But stands so strong
The guy she loved
Has moved on