It Wasn't Enough Being Myself

I hate being me
It's like being myself just isn't enough
I hated living that nightmare
He was so violent and rough

He use to hit me, beat me up
He always made me cry
I was just to scared to leave him
But if i didn't i would have died

He always convinced me it was my fault
He made me so depressed
He was always there watching me
I was afraid to get undressed

He always put me down
Especially about my weight
So i started to starve myself
I barely ever ate

I tried to do everything
I even changed myself
I hated living that nightmare
Koz it just wasnt enough being myself