Unpredictable

Beneath her skin
an unborn child grows
the fate for this child
only god knows
mummy wonders what colour eyes
or will my hair be Blonde
she talks to me sometimes
something about not using condoms
mummy wonders am i a girl
or maybe a little boy
mummy Cry's a lot
but sometimes its tears of joy
mummy loves me already
so why is she so sad?
she Said I'm her little secret
she must keep from nan and dad
they wont be happy
there not ready for me
mummy can't decide
which one of us makes her more happy
mummy picked out names
it put a smile on her face
she looked at little outfits
only she is running low on faith
mummy who is that man
why are you starting to weep
i thought you loved me
mummy don't go to sleep
baby don't be afraid
don't go into distress
mummy does love you
only its for the best
mummy i can't breathe
its getting dark now
mummy wake up an help
please protect me some how
theres these bright lights
mummy theres people with wings
theres a man called god
and he forgives you for your sins
feelings of emptiness
under her skin no life grows
mummy will always wonder
but no one will ever know!