Laughing At My Good Life

I'm so depressed,
I could die at any moment,
I could have died already,
But it wasn't so,
That is why it's so funny,
Because it wasn't destined to.

I am so lost,
My heart is broken and empty,
I am seen as an evil manipulative person,
And I have lost all meaning of life,
That is why it's so funny,
Because I am still alive and breathing,
And I am still walking on the unknown path,
What path is that?
I laugh at my mis fortunes.

I have no life I say,
I have nothing to live for,
Nobody loves me I say,
And once again I laugh,
I laugh at the untrue things I say,
I laugh because I am so desperate for attention,
To making myself think and talk this way.

I laugh just to stop from crying,
Although when I cry now I almost shed a tear,
It's because of all the simplest things,
That I exaggerate to make it seem like more,
And that is why it's funny,
For they seem like more to me,
For I am the one living this life,
And is cool man,
For no one else has the right to laugh at me,

I could cry and cry forever,
And never make anything of my life,
Or I could just exaggerate it for now,
Before it gets any better,
It's funny because I am lucky,
It's funny because I'm a good person,
It's funny because my life isn't that bad,
And I'm laughing now cause?
I don't have a clue!!!

LOL
=D
I got issues, I do agree with you there LOL