Never was

It never truly was...I've heard that you're unable to love me the way that i love you...and while it hurts to hear it...somewhere deep down i knew that this was how it was going to be

you cant love me the way that i love you... where i want to be able to do anything for you. its almost like pushing me away saying i deserve better, when all i want is you.

you're unable to love me the way i deserve to be loved. but still I'm addicted to you. there are moments where i could swear that you're trying to push me away. but my stubbornness keeps me rooted to the spot.

love is a funny and complicated thing. and in this case maybe slightly more one sided than i could deal with...but being who i am today.... i would deal with anything just for you.

i thought that things were going to end badly but thankfully i was wrong and things are still holding together between us all. i hate that some relationship's are strained and some of us can't get along.

i thought that i was losing the most important people in my life but again thankfully i was wrong. and the bonds can continue to grow and love can continue to remain and for now my feelings for him are going to have to be kept away from his knowledge if things are to never get awkward.

pain is nothing but thanks to you i can smile and if i ever had to say goodbye I'm not sure i could handle it. thats why no matter what you say or do or even if you hurt me truth or not i won't ever walk away because truth is i love you still and i still want to be around