Its a secret

Must i act like a silly little girl in love
must i dwell and never move on
must i carry this secret on my shoulders
not wanting anyone to know

i did once believe
if i convinced myself
and everyone around me
that you did not still have my heart
maybe you wouldnt

ive dealt myself
an inevitable fate
sorrow and hurt
drown my heart

i thought we were meant to learn
from our mistakes
if so tell me why
did i open my heart again
if only for heartache n pain

i wished to lose you like keys
only to be found again
instead i lost you
like the heart of the titanic

ironic how you fell in love
with my poetry from just here
and now i only wish you cared
enough to come and read.. what you truely mean to me

i dont no if you know
i dont no if you care
i do no i still love you
i just realised those feelings.. they are still here