Detestable Yet Lovable

It was killing me
To tell you all that
It was tormenting me
To treat you like that

I was too truthful
As well as too regretful
All my words were hurtful
I admit that I was awful

Anger and abomination
Filled my mind and heart
I never thought of the ramification
It hurt your feeling and my heart

I know it was searing
Too caring you thus I scolded you
Perhaps you would not find it worth forgiving
After all I just know overwhelmingly I love you