Losing baby

So excited, felt like everything to me.
I was so happy to have this little one around.

It was the best day of my life when it came positive.
The look on his face was priceless.
Jumping for joy.

Then my world ended.
Sitting in the hospital,
waiting for a doctor.

My heart kept skipping beats.
My stress was to high.
I didn't feel the baby anymore.

The room was so white,
The doctor smelled like roses.
So cold, and shivering, waiting for the results.

Only 2 months pregnant,
How could this happen to me.
It was going to be the beginning of a perfect family.

The house full of life,
with are children, and my brother,
but then it just stopped.

He didn't want to talk to me,
he didn't want anything to do with me.

How typical a guy can be.
Not want to deal with his responsibilities.