This way i'll die for you

by aisyned   Apr 26, 2007


As the tears pour like a waterfall,
and my hands tremble like a volcano erupting,
my stomach is curdling,
and my lips are cursing,
i trusted you,
but you failed me,
you locked my soul back up,
after you had set it free,

you took away my smile,
after you put it on my face,
you came into my life,
then left without a trace,
you held my heart in your hand,
then dropped in on the floor,
you let our love float out to sea,
then let it float back to the shore,

you let me fly away like a bird,
let locked me in cage,
you let me write a book about you,
let made me tear out every page,
you let me see heaven's light,
just to tease me then send me to hell,
why you left,
is a reason i can't tell,

i ripped out my heart gave it you but when you left you didn't give it back,
now a whole is left and I'm all alone,
that is what i get for trusting a boy like you,
I'm dead yet alive i should carve my headstone,
i thought you loved me,
but it was a lie,
i should have known in the end,
love always has to die,

the hurt that you caused,
won't ever go away,
because of one stupid line,
"forever with you I'll stay",
my wings are broken,
and i can't fly,
i can't be the eagle,
who was able to soar through the sky,

i can't hate you,
because the love still remains,
hurt and betrayal,
runs through my veins,
we can just be friends that's what you said,
that never works out you and i both know,
how come when we first met,
you didn't say you'd make me fall in love then just go,

you said i was perfect,
and that i was your girl,
you made me a promise one you didn't keep,
you said no matter what id always be in your world,
you said you'd cross the sea for me,
and catch me when i fall,
you said you'd always be the cane,
that kept me standing tall,

so now I'm here dying slowly,
no one to help me stand up on my own,
even though their here,
i feel so alone,
so thanks for leaving me,
heart broken and torn,
thanks for making me wish,
that i was never born,

I'm not pretty enough,
I'm not cool enough for you to love,
thanks for telling me,
i don't deserve a gift from above,
that no one will ever care about me,
and i can finally do what you didn't want me to do,
i can for fill my one dream,
shoot myself in the head.... that way I'll be dying for you...

by,Denysia Chapman-Madden

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