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by Naerwen Apr 26, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
Girl whispers : Inside Inside Voice : Must not let them see you struggle, remember you are strong, others need you and you cannot fall - your no use to them face first in the dirt Girl : Can't let myself be taken, fall again and rendered powerless Voice : To take control and stand up tall - Show them, you are all but weak Girl : But i will never be better than her Voice : In what respect 'better' ? Is it not you i see that holds the power, to have one grovel at the knees, who holds the power ? Who's in control ? Girl : i don't feel myself in control, i feel lost, alone, broken and helpless Voice : You let yourself feel that way, don't think about things the way you do - face up to what you have done Girl : i didn't mean to do these things, i didn't want to cause all this mess Voice : Show them you don't need them now, a helping hand ? Huh - you don't need anyone now, it's all about getting through Girl : He never noticed, but noticed her, its not fair - i tried so hard Voice : She may be skinny my dear - but thats all... he sees what little else there is - you can win this one Girl : i want to be, i don't know if i can this time Voice : there is no this time or from now on, this is the norm, you need no incentive nor cause to be. Just be. Feel the worries begin to ascend can't hold in the pressure Girl : Inside Inside Voice : Thats right inside, cause no one wants to hear Girl : i am better than her Voice : Yes, you will be