Here I am again,
It's down to this.
I'm by myself.
So held back,
So hurt.
Restrained against what she can get...
Within a second, with no trouble.
She's amazing.
She's got it all...
Right by her side.
Cause she's what you call
"In love"
I cannot get over that!
I burry my feelings in tears,
Tears that I can never truly cry.
Cause I'm sure they're frozen...
...when will they melt?
What I've always lived for,
Is taken away, even more so...
Just to make her smile.
Bigger, brighter, than before.
Can she not feel my pain?
It's like slaving for someone,
Who isn't really there...
Does she have to do that?
Does she have to cry these same, frozen tears,
Night after night,
..to dream & wish & hope & pray
That maybe, something will change?!
Why would she?
She's amazing; She's everything I'm not.
She's happy.
