Handin Out the Pieces of my Heart

Im back to the start
Just handin out the pieces of my heart
Im back to the pain
That was once the source of going insane

Im drowning in the dark
Remembering all the marks
Let down by every part of life
And Im blinded by lack of strife

Barely hangin on this time
Livin on time thats not mine
Strugglin for every breath
After this one, could be death

Searchin for some desperate reason
That I should just keep on breathin
Some reason to keep up my hope
And find some way that i can cope

I am running out of ways
To make myself wanna stay
This is rippin me apart
Guess I handed out too many pieces of my broken heart