I'm so sick and tired of acting like i'm fine
cause truthfully i'm not
i can't even talk to u without being so incredibly sad
u were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me
one of my best friends....my everything and u ruined it all in that moment and i acted like it didn't hurt and for a while i didn't think it did...but the tears are here and i now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world