Wishing on a star

Wishing on a star,
because your still in my heart,
but now were far apart.

cant seem to let go.
cant seem to stay strong.
for everything i do,
is all wrong.

every moment your still on my mind.
when I m sleeping in bed at night,
or outside sitting on the roof top.

but it seems as if,
i fall more, and more behind
like I'm going back wards in time.
but really I'm just lost in the past
that just wont ever come back.
,just only in a dream or a wish right ?