As i watch the last embers of the fire burn out
I'm reminded of me my inner soul degenerating
losing its strength until it cannot burn anymore
and of that there is no doubt
the freeness and the spirit that drove me is now at rest
i lay dormant waiting to erupt
into an unfathomable chaos
the central key lay deep in my chest
for everything i knew and loved, my light
that would shine when everything
appeared so dark has faded into a sea of black
like a bird in the distance of the night
my smile that would be written on my face
has turned into a look of despair
an expression of wonder and a million thoughts
as endless and everlasting as the vastness of space
yes the fire that incandescent flame inside
is now just smoke floating in the atmosphere of things to come
a never ending spiral of the thoughts of insatiable moments
looking for a place to hide
**i loved you Dean in so many ways and you have broken my heart and left me empty
