Anorexia , my friend??

The world of gloom and darkness
resurfaces and engulfs me
in the sea of black I'm drowning
waiting to be set free

the long lonely nights begin
were i sit alone and cry
because i hate myself so much
and I'm not even sure why

i cant even look in the mirror
i just hate what i know
wishing i could just be taken
cause Ive fallen so low

the fat bulges from my mind
and the wish for bones is near
anorexia my friend is close
by it is her that i fear

the pain is looming
my heart no longer beats
the tears are falling
and I'm lying at her feat