Im sorry i let her down

I feel so bad that i let her down
i feel like Ive pushed her to the ground

but i did not want to break our bond
for which i really do feel fond

she maybe a little rude,
and she maybe eat different food (shes
vegetarian/veggie)

but why did i let her down?
why did i shove her face to the cold dirty ground?

because i did not want to break my friend ship that was so tightly weaved

they told me that she was bad and so i had to go with them, and not that she was nice, which i used to believe.