A Heart of Lead

He told me to look in his eyes,
and tell him what I see.
I told him that I didn't know,
he said all he could see was me.

He told me that he loved me,
he told me that he would never leave.
I felt a warm liquid run down my face,
he kissed the tears off my cheek.

He put his hands behind my neck,
and brought me into a kiss.
a bad feeling rushed through my body,
I felt myself tense.

He asked me what was wrong,
I just shook my head.
Was it guilt?
Because my heart felt like lead.

I felt bad for my friends,
because they have a friend like me.
They hate this guy,
and if they new, they would hate me.