Deep

I sit here,
trying to dig deep
within myself,
trying to make my
emotions,
into words.
i don't think anybody
realizes how
hard it truly is
to put feelings
out on paper
and bring them
to life.
I read thots of others,
and wonder
how can
anybody make
their emotions
so clear
and understanding.
Here i am,
trying to dig deep/
and thinking,
maybe;
all the answers
are on the surface
of my emotions