Trying to hold on and let go
All at the same time,
Emotions swirling in my heart
Trying not to loose my mind.
Don't know where it started
Don't know where it'll end,
Made a promise to you
I will always be your friend.
But every time I say I love you
It tears me up inside,
Trying to be so strong
So I don't break down and cry.
And every time I say I love you
And look deep into your eyes,
Trying to be so strong
So the feeling never dies.
All the memories and wishes
I hope will never fade,
And the lonely nights I'm spending
I wish that I could trade.
Glad for the time that
I come to love you so,
But never thought there'd come a day
that love from me would go.
And every time I say I love you
I want you more inside,
Cause I know I'm more than nothing
With you by my side.
And every time I say I love you
it gets me deep within,
And all I can say my darling
I will always be your friend.
