Funny how your words tear at my heart

Funny how your words tear at my heart,
I thought I was stronger than that.
yeah, its crazy how easily I fell apart.
your words were swung at me like a bat.

you might as well have beat me to death.
I couldnt find anything to heal the pain.
so I did what you told me to, and I overdosed on meth.
the tears hit my cheeks again and again.

but the thing was, was that nobody knew why I was crying.
I even lied to the counselor, said a friend passed away.
but the real reason is that inside, im dying,
and the misery pulls at me day after day.

im clutching my teddy bear tight to my chest,
the wind blows through my hair.
I guess Ive given up, failed the test,
my heart drops as I look over the edge. my mom hasnt called. I knew she didnt care.

I have nothing left to offer, nothing to give
I guess this game is over.
you succeeded. your hate made me bitter, and I dont want to live.
yeah, its crazy how you drove me to this.

those words arent so funny now, are they.