MOTHER.....

This pain i feel,
Is so unreal,
The pain has yet to heal,
Six years ago to this very day,
That fatal car crash,
Took my mother away,
She was so young
Only 36 and what was
Going to happen that night know nobody knew,
She was with her boyfriend,
He was driving drunk
They weren't wearing their seat belts,
I guess they never would have thunk,
That any of this would have happened,
But it really did,
I mean she had four kids,
She is still my mother,
And i miss her so
But i think its just about time i let it go,
Yes, i know she cant come back,
But that emotional support I need
To let go I really lack
I wick so hard
That this never would have happened to us,
But things happen for a reason,
Or so I'm told
After all this my world just turned so cold
Sure I still laugh and smile
But this pain i feel
Is still there..
I wish i could just talk to her one more time
And tell her I love her
And
I wish i had more time
To spend with her to remember her face
Its gets so hard
To keep my pace
But I guess i just need to keep on going
I know she watches us up from above
So mother one day we will met again
And I can tell you how much i have missed you and how much i love you
Till that day mother I say goodbye...